I am a rape victim.

I have started this blog because on Thursday 3rd March I was raped and find it hard to express a lot of what I'm feeling to my friends and family (because I feel bad putting this on them, it upsets them hearing about it, and although they are more than willing to listen to me, I don't want them to have to hear it) so need an outlet before I go mental. I also hope to raise awareness and make people realise the consequences of such a thing, and also to hopefully support and gain support from others going through the same thing.

I would one day like to be able to say I'm a survivor rather than a victim. I'm hoping this blog can help me achieve that.

  1. Finding it hard tonight.

    For two main reasons -

    • Everyone is so happy and excited about having their pancakes, but I haven’t been able to eat hardly since this all happened and can’t manage one.
    • I had made plans to go out tonight, but can’t, because A - I’m scared I’ll see my rapist, as we go to the same club and B - I have no friends to go out with as my friends who I used to go out with are the ones who have shit all over me during this ordeal.

    So, tonight, life sucks.

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